I still have

What a week! So sad for me! Now I’m trying to believe that I’m not really meant for engineering. Well, what my dream really is to become a writer and a journalist someday. We had our quiz in Math and I did really study for it a few days even before the exam. But what happen is that I answered nothing. I didn’t even pass my paper for it doesn’t deserve to be checked. I’m very disappointed and feel ashamed of myself. I realized that this career I’m taking really is not mine. There are more deserving than me. But despite of what happen, I still believe I can get through of this. One can succeed in life if he has God with him in his side and he has all the determination and love from his love ones. Now I’m keeping myself busy on the other field that I like more of. I want to develop more my writing and speaking skills. I really want to become like our professor, Miss Deocampo for she really is a very good English speaker. If you just see her talking like she’d really adapt the language you’ll be amazed. She can speak thoroughly and has really the power to carry her class in either manner she wants. I idolized her and I want to learn the way she talks fluently. She maybe not as good as she is today when she’s still at our stage. Maybe she had a very hard time training herself or joining training programs. It’s just a matter of practice and patience. And I’m looking to it for myself. Even if I failed to accomplished some of my duties, I’m still contented for at least I exert an effort and happy that I have still choices to keep myself busy on. To give more inspiration,I’ve uploaded here a video from YouTube for myself and for the rest. It’s a Michael Learns to Rock song, and it’s very inspiring.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3C9j2r6ImPw&feature=related